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Provision in Transition

03 Wednesday Aug 2016

Posted by KaylasOnlyHeart in Journal, Uncategorized

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belonging, change, Christian living, God, home, Houston, lesson, life, move, packing, provision, routine, settling, stability, Texas, transition, trust, truth, unpacking

I recently moved south. My dad and I packed up his truck and a trailer and hauled all my precious belongings on the twelve hour drive to my new location. One of the biggest struggles involved getting my head around the fact that I would have to do it all again once or twice more within a year or so; I never liked change, especially big ones. Yet there I was facing multiple changes in jobs and homes.

This transition period included radical changes in my living arrangements. I now live with my dad, with whom I haven’t lived full time in nearly twenty years, and I have 75 percent of my belongings still in the garage. Separating from my book and movie collections, among other staples of my routine, proved difficult. The first week when I stayed at his old house had me living from my suitcase and unpacking my anxiety over the upheaval. Then I moved to the townhouse and got my clothes in the closet how I would at home. My sense of stability improved immediately.

At least a couple times a week, I found myself thinking about an item not in the current arrangement. I racked my brain about which box held the coveted item and even occasionally asked my friend who helped me pack about them. Each time I was able to remind myself that my belongings rested safe in the garage and I would have them out in due time when I got a place of my own again. I had what I needed at the moment.

That truth kept me grounded. I missed having my books and movies surrounding me, and I longed to have my place set up exactly as I wanted; yet I had what I needed. God provided me a spacious home, a comfortable bed (in a cool bedroom) and plenty of healthy food. Earlier today I finally noticed the move had made me realize and accept these truths. I caught myself contemplating the security of my phone (with stuff I still need to back up) and my preferred Ink Joy pens. Yet I stopped any anxious thoughts about them and rested in the assurance that God provided what I needed in the moment and that He would also provide provision for my belongings and my future home and routine. I learned it would continue to be a day to day provision and a day to day trust.

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Quiet Night

16 Thursday Jan 2014

Posted by KaylasOnlyHeart in Poetry/Lyrics

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boyfriend, future, light, long distance, love, love poem, move, poem, poetry, romance, sight

I’ve got the promise of a city new

Made my move in bolder light

All that’s left is you

To keep us in one sight

 

I know you as one of few

so tell me this is right

when I don’t hear you

again for another night

 

I don’t know what to do

Not all times are bright

It’s all because of you

It feels I’m losing a fight

 

My heart runs askew

When I’m in your mind, out of sight

All it wants is you

To shine forth all your might

 

Because together, always new

We dance in the light

Where the guide is you

Always in my sight

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