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False Identity

01 Saturday Oct 2016

Posted by KaylasOnlyHeart in Journal, Uncategorized

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accepted, association, blessed, burden, Christian, Christian living, Christianity, confess, confession, DBT, Dialectical Behavior Therapy, emotion, God, identity, Isaiah 1:18, Jesus, lies, negativity, past, relationship, sin, therapy, white as snow

Through Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), I have learned the importance of not identifying myself with an emotion. Just because I am sad doesn’t mean I’m a sad person. It may sound strange, but I can take on extra weight by taking on these emotions and their associations. Tonight I have realized the same concept applies to not identifying with sin in my life.

It becomes easy to turn my sin into a noun that describes myself. I’ve told a lie in the past; liar must suit me as a title. The same can go for numerous other negative descriptions. Yet only the enemy wants me to believe that; taking on the lie leads me to avoid God. It makes me carry the weight of the sin and take on the burden of negative titles. God doesn’t want that for me, and it is not how He sees me. If I confess to Him rather than avoid Him and insist upon carrying my own burden, He will take it all away. As He reminds me in Isaiah 1:18, He will wash my sins white as snow. That means they’re gone. He won’t remind me of them, and I have nothing left to remind me of them either.

Now I will sin again of  course, just like I will inevitably feel sad or angry again. I just need to remember that I am a blessed child that is always accepted and always has her Father to whom she can turn. His son has already died to take the burden of my sins, so I do not need to carry them. My identity does not come from my sin or emotion but from my relationship with God. That will never change.

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“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”

1 John 1:9

Confession

09 Tuesday Sep 2014

Posted by KaylasOnlyHeart in Poetry/Lyrics

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comfort, confession, darkness, depression, doubt, found, friend, lost, medication, perspective, poem, poetry

I confessed my love

I no longer hide

And cannot only blame

The stupor over me

 

You brought to light

The one good feeling

In this foggy horizon

A smile after the tears

 

Your ear drowned the sound

Of my heart chasing doubt

Your arms always caught me

Seeing me and keeping me

 

The pills brought me down

As I fell to a darker space

But you found me again

And showed me myself

 

You loved me at my lowest

Beautiful eyes behind the blues

You saw my originality, perspective

And treasured all hidden inside

Exceeded Affections

08 Monday Sep 2014

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affection, comfort, confession, deliverance, depression, love, love poem, poem, poetry, profession, rest, sadness, smile, solace

For what else can I do

But proclaim what I know

A simple light in this rain

Falling from my eyes

 

My shoulders are heavy

I can’t use my cheeks

To pull up a smile

Not even to hide anymore

 

Yet in your voice I find

A comfort where I rest

A small smile returns

I am not alone

 

In this solace, delivered

I confess my love

For yours unconditional

Where time has no limit

 

You stay by my side

Even when I resist

Waiting for my confession

Your mutual affection exceeds

 

Now I share my discovery

Rooted in softest desire

Where I join your profession

Simply stated once, it’s complete

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